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  The Rancher and the Rock Star

  LIZBETH SELVIG

  Dedication

  This book is dedicated to

  Jennifer—who fell in love with her favorite singer without apology, even when he wasn’t cool to her friends and who, in the most wonderful mother-daughter moment, gave me an idea for a “what if” story. Here it is, sweetheart.

  All my love to

  Adam—who patiently keeps his mother up-to-date with popular music and recording techniques, and to my hero, Jan, who’s never in all these years needed lessons on how to be a White Knight.

  Thanks to

  Carolyn (who thinks this book is half hers), Gretchen, Jenny, Tami, DeNise, and the AKRWA critters who started this book with me. And to Laramie, Nancy, and Ellen, who finished it. Finally, to my wonderful and tenacious agent, Elizabeth Winick Rubinstein, who kept after me until this story was its best, and my editor, Tessa Woodward, who just kept saying the nicest things—and got me to put the cherry on top of the sundae!

  Contents

  Dedication

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-One

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Chapter Twenty-Three

  Chapter Twenty-Four

  Chapter Twenty-Five

  Chapter Twenty-Six

  Chapter Twenty-Seven

  Chapter Twenty-Eight

  Chapter Twenty-Nine

  Chapter Thirty

  About the Author

  Copyright

  About the Publisher

  Chapter One

  FATE WAS A nasty flirt.

  Gray Covey dropped his forehead to the steering wheel of his rented Chevy Malibu and sighed, a plaintive release of breath, like a balloon with a pinhole leak. He had no idea what he’d done to her, but Fate had been after him for months. After this last wrong turn in her twisted maze, he knew she’d finally trapped him.

  The long, pitted road before him wasn’t described in the useless directions scribbled on the slip of paper in his hand. Neither were the two branches fanning left and right fifty yards away. And being lost wasn’t enough. Oh-ho, no. On top of everything, Fate had hung an angry, bruise-colored sky about to unleash enough water to terrify Noah.

  He lifted his eyes, rubbing the creases above his brow. As he prepared to admit defeat, the edge of a small sign to the left caught his eye, and his first small hope sparked. Inching the Malibu over the washboard road, he pulled up to the hand-lettered sign he’d been told to look for. Hope flared into gratitude.

  Hallelujah. Jabberwicki Ranch.

  Still unable to believe someone would give a piece of property such a stupid-ass name, he stopped short of laughing. Half an hour ago, a dour attendant named Dewey at the only gas station in Kennison Falls, Minnesota, had made it clear nobody in the town of eight hundred souls laughed at anything Abby Stadtler–related. The woman Gray sought was no less than revered.

  And yet . . .

  The saintly Abby Stadtler was harboring a missing child.

  His.

  He rolled past the Jibberjabber sign, stopping at side-by-side black mailboxes. A. Stadtler—Jabberwicki and E. Mertz. Ethel Mertz. What?

  Alice in Wonderland meets I Love Lucy?

  “You’ve got to be kidding me.” He spoke out loud without meaning to. Out of habit he checked over his shoulder to make sure he hadn’t been followed and overheard.

  This explained why Dawson had been so hard to find—he’d fallen down a friggin’ rabbit hole. The sophomoric humor helped him remember he was only half serious about throttling his runaway son to within an inch of his life. And it kept him distanced from emotions that had been scraped raw in the past weeks. His current jinxed concert tour aside, between his mother’s worsening illness, moving her to the care facility, and Dawson’s disappearance within days of that, life lately had been sorely lacking in humor.

  Except, maybe, for Ariel. In his ex-wife’s case, all he could do was laugh. “They’ve found Dawson,” she’d announced on the phone the night before in her clipped British accent. “But unless you want the authorities to fetch him, you’ll have to pick him up, darling. I can’t leave Europe with the baby.”

  Of course not. After all, only six weeks had passed since their son’s disappearance—nobody could make arrangements for a two-year-old on such short notice.

  Gray had not been about to let the police “fetch” his son, nor had he wanted to alert Dawson and send the boy running again. So here he was in Jabbitybobbits, Minnesota, despite the monumental nightmare he’d caused by leaving his manager, his baffled band members, and eighteen thousand fans in the lurch.

  Well, what the hell? It was just Fate adding another hilarious disaster to the worst tour in rock history. Refocusing, he looked left toward a homey log house, then right into a thick stand of pine and oak. Which fork led to Ethel Mertz and which to The Jabberwock’s ranch?

  Eeny, meeny, miny . . . He couldn’t get lost if he stayed right. Slowly he drove toward the trees and didn’t see the diminutive, elderly woman staring at him until he’d drawn even with where she stood in an opulent flower garden near the road. For a moment he considered stopping, but her assessing glower and the stern set to her square-jowled face convinced him to settle for an impersonal wave and continue around the gentle curve through the woods. He hoped the dour watchwoman wasn’t the much-adored Abby Stadtler.

  The house he hoped belonged to Jabberwocket . . . Ranch? didn’t appear until he was in its front yard—an old, two-story farmhouse painted non-traditional Guinness brown with windows and doors trimmed in blue and white. A disheveled patch of shaggy, colorful wildflowers, much less immaculate than the garden he’d just passed, stretched along one side.

  The growl of thunder greeted Gray as he exited the car, and he looked with concern at smoke-bellied thunderheads piling high. The end-of-May breeze smelled wet and thick. In front of a small garage stood an older, red Explorer, and on his left a short stone path led to a porch wrapping two sides of the house.

  After mounting two loose steps, he faced a pair of dusty saddles, the kind with big, sturdy horns in front, sitting on sawhorses, and several flowerpots in various stages of being planted. A small square of black electrical tape covered the doorbell. He knocked, got no answer, then knocked again. Several minutes later he returned to the driveway, searching his surroundings. Down another gravel slope, a couple hundred yards away, stood a vintage barn, its white paint worn and the haymow window boarded-up from the inside. He sighed and climbed back into his car.

  Heady scents of hay, sawdust, and animals hung in the heavy air when he left the Malibu once again. To his delight, a golden retriever loped toward him with lolling tongue and giant doggy smile. “Hey fella.” Gray scratched the dog’s ears. “Got a boss around here somewhere?”

  A muffled t
hunk answered. Ahead, backed up against the open door of the barn, stood a flatbed trailer loaded high with spring-green hay. The golden led him to the wagon front, and a pair of small, gloved hands emerged from inside the barn, grabbed the twine on one bale, and yanked it out of sight. Intrigued, he watched until the owner of the hands popped from the dim barn interior. She placed her palms on the flatbed and, in one graceful movement, hoisted her long-legged body to a stand. Reaching for a top-tier bale, she dragged on it, toppling the entire stack. Gray’s brows lifted in appreciation.

  “Afternoon,” he called.

  Her startled cry rang more like a bell than a screech of fear, but she stared at him with her mouth in a pretty oh and her chest heaving. “Jeez Louise!” she said at last. “You scared me half to death!”

  Flawless skin was flushed with exertion, and her round, bright eyes flashed uncertainty. A thick, soft pile of chestnut made a haphazard bun atop her head, but long wisps of hair had escaped and swung to her shoulders. Her face stopped Gray’s thoughts dead. It was not the toughened visage he’d have expected of a woman who chucked hay bales like a longshoreman. The elegant, doe-eyed face belonged in a magazine, not a barn.

  “I’m really sorry,” he said.

  A rumpled, hay-flecked, flannel shirt hung loose over body-hugging, faded jeans that had suffered one nicely-placed rip across her left thigh. He braced for the inevitable squeal of recognition.

  “Can I help you with something?” She squinted at him for a few seconds, but rather than squeal, she shook her head and pulled down another stack of hay.

  “Are you Abby Stadtler?”

  “Yes.” She continued dragging bales, and he sighed in relief.

  “I’m looking for my son.”

  That stopped her. “Son?” Her eyes took on a glint of protectiveness. “Who are you?”

  That stopped him. For an instant his vanity stung, but the freedom of unaccustomed anonymity hit, and he allowed a private grin. “David Graham.” He used his official alias. “Pleased to meet you.”

  “Likewise,” she said. “Excuse my rudeness, but this hay has to get in that barn before the storm hits. I can’t help you with your son. I don’t know anybody named Graham.”

  Abby Stadtler hopped to the ground. The plaid shirt swung open to reveal a bright blue tank top hugging a curvy hip. “My boy isn’t Graham,” he said, meeting her eyes, which were unlike anything he’d ever seen. Green-ish? Blue-ish? “He’s Dawson. Dawson Covey.”

  “I know a Dawson. His last name is Cooper.”

  He tamped down a flicker of irritation, as she grabbed twine, swung a bale, and took two steps to dump it in the barn. There was not a single sound of exertion—or any hint she was taking him seriously.

  “Yes, that would be my devious son.” He held onto a pleasant tone. “Cooper is his grandmother’s name.”

  “And why would he use a different name?”

  As she turned the interrogation on him, a rope of tension twisting down his neck knotted between his shoulder blades and threatened to stiffen him top to toe. He willed his fingers to uncurl, one-by-one “Because he’s sixteen years old, he’s pissed off at his mother and is hiding from me. He’s also sharp as a knife blade, so it’s taken us a while to find him. You’ve obviously never had teenagers.”

  An immediate illusion of height accompanied the steeling of her spine, and the soft, nameless color of her eyes turned to stormy aquamarine. “You shouldn’t make assumptions.” She tossed another hay bale, and Gray took a step backward.

  “I apologize. I only meant you don’t look old enough to have teenagers.” That was true.

  “If that was an attempt at getting yourself off the hook, it was smooth but ineffective.” The sharpest prickles left her voice.

  Finally, she stopped tossing and crossed her arms. The rolled-up sleeves on her overshirt exposed slender forearms with sexy lines of definition curved along the muscle.

  Gray produced his best version of a devilish grin. “Dang. I usually have better luck with a silver tongue.”

  “I’ll just bet. Look, Mr. Graham.” She hesitated. “Wait a minute. Did you say sixteen?”

  “Yup. My Dawson is sixteen. How old is yours?”

  She didn’t respond to the humor. “Eighteen. We definitely have some confusion here. I hired a young man six weeks ago to help around the farm. He’ll be leaving for home in another month. Colorado.”

  Gray snorted. “He’ll be leaving for Colorado over my dead body.”

  “Mr. Graham.” Her voice flashed with annoyance to match her eyes. “I think you have the wrong Dawson. People must have mixed up the information they gave you.”

  “I do not have the wrong Dawson.” Slamming his palm on the wooden bed of the hay wagon hard enough to cause flakes of alfalfa, and Abby Stadtler, to jump, the humor Gray had been using so desperately as a shield disintegrated. His make-nice smiles hardened into anger lines he could feel. “Look, Madam Jabberingwickets, or whatever the hell this place is called. You’ve got my son.” He jabbed his fingers into a back pocket, yanked out his wallet, and flipped through the three pictures that were part of its meager contents. “Tell me this isn’t the little con artist you call Dawson Cooper.”

  The photo was two years old, but it did the trick. Abby leaned over it with skepticism, and then her shoulders sagged. “Oh no.”

  “Oh yes.”

  “I, I’m sorry.”

  He gave her points for the apology, although she looked for all the world as if she didn’t want to give it. “It’s all right.” He calmed his voice. “All I want is to find my son.”

  “I’ve never heard Dawson mention a father. He’s talked about his mother in New York.”

  In a stinging sort of way that made sense, Dawson wouldn’t want to mention his dad’s notoriety. He jammed the wallet back into his pocket. “She’s not in New York. They live in London, and he packed up and left his private school just after Easter last month. Didn’t you check him out before letting him move in?”

  Anger flared in her face again. For some reason, Gray found the rising and falling storms in her seawater eyes knee-weakening. “You really need to stop making judgments. What you just said was condescending and insulting.”

  She turned her back and grabbed another hay bale, tossing it willy-nilly into a pile along with the others already in the barn. This one went a fair distance with the steam of her anger behind it. He couldn’t help but grin in admiration. Abby Stadtler was soft and enticing as a chocolate éclair on the outside, with TNT instead of custard beneath the surface.

  “Look, I don’t know you . . .”

  “That’s right.” Her fuse obviously still sparked, she clambered onto the wagon again. “For your information, your son had a New York driver’s license, references from a past employer, and a personal reference. No, I didn’t do an FBI background check on him. Up until now, I’ve had no reason to suspect I needed to. I don’t know where you come from, but around here we try our hardest to believe the best of people.”

  Gray scarcely heard beyond the fact Dawson had come up with faked reference documents. He didn’t know whether to be horrified or impressed as hell.

  “I . . . That’s amazing.” He tried finding some amusement in her face, but she kept yanking hay bales from the pile, her back flexing, captivating him. He wondered where Mr. Stadtler was. “Abby . . . Mrs. Stadtler.” He struggled not to anger her again. “I told you my son is smart. I forgot how smart. He’s pulled off a professional-level scam here, and I can’t tell you how grateful I am he came to a safe place like this.”

  She threw a glance over her shoulder, her eyes no longer sizzling. “He’s a good boy, Mr. Graham, even now that I know the truth. Not that he won’t get a proper lecture.”

  The very first hint of humor tinged her voice, and Gray grinned back, relief sweet in his chest. “You’d be justified. So, where is
he?” Realization struck him. “Why isn’t he helping?”

  “He isn’t here.”

  His attention snapped back to her. “Excuse me?”

  “He and Kim are gone for the weekend.”

  “Gone! Gone?” Gray balled his fists and wanted to hurl a hay bale across the barn himself. “Gone where? And who the—” He took a deep breath. “Who is Kim?”

  “The teenager you thought it obvious I never had.” This time her eyes danced with a hint of laughter, and if her newfound cheerfulness hadn’t come at his expense he’d have found the crinkled corners of her eyes appealing.

  “When will he be back from wherever he went? With your teenage daughter.” He forced his voice to stay modulated and pleasant.

  “They’ve been on a retreat with the church youth group all week. They’ll be back tomorrow late morning.”

  “Tomorrow?” Another day? Gray lost his hold on calm. “Damn it!”

  He stalked from the hay wagon. The cloying air pressed heavier with every step, and the clouds encroached, purple and black. Thunder reverberated, close, angry. He had another show in Chicago tomorrow night. No way could he miss it, too. What would Chris do when he found out tonight’s gig hadn’t needed to be canceled at all?

  Slipping his hand into the pocket of his leather blazer, he fumbled for a pack of cigarettes. He hated them. He was down to half a pack a day, but times like this he despaired of ever kicking the habit. With automatic skill he drew one out, flicked his lighter flame against the end of the cigarette, and took a drag.

  The idea of Chris Boyle on a rant made Gray swear under his breath again. Everything came down to money for his manager. Sometimes Gray felt like no more than a wind-up monkey who waddled onstage, banged its cymbals together, made the crowd screech, and raked in the dough. He dug his fingers through his hair and started a vicious second drag—